Realize

       You never know you are being used once they show you the truth. I thanks God this time I get the sign earlier compare to before. Of course I felt upset cause I do have feeling too. But instead of blaming people, I take it as motivation for myself. Which this incident gonna shape a better me when you realize things change in a second. People oftenly made choices due to the benefits they gain. It's the reality. So do I. So there are no excuses to get angry but to change it. You know your stand once the truth been shown. Me and my frieds are comforting each other where it makes me realize they are my true friends . Although we have a choice but we choose to face it together and help each other.

       Life is cruel. Your journey gotta be challenging to help you to shape a better you and look on the positive side. No pain no gain. Thou its a common quote but its the truth. At the moment you are hating that person,why dont just take this opportunity to thanks them to make you realize actually you could be better without them.

Complicated

2014 , a new year , new resolution .

      I don't really set resolution for myself . All I want to do is make sure I will do the best for everything.

      Sometimes I do think I'm the one who tend to make things more complicated. Once I thought I might get along well with the people I knew for so long but end up it prove that my decision was right. For 2014 , I just want to make it right . For my own sake.

      Didn't get to do a wrap up for my 2013 but it's okay. Should not hold on the past but to look forward. People change, things change. Well , just deal with it =)

Things I want to do :

1) Learn new language

2) Improve my baking skills

3) Improve my dancing skills

4) Get more part time job to increase my allowance *due to a lot of things need to buy in the list*

5) Stay healthy

6) Do my best for everything

      Not consider it as new year resolution cause it gonna me a bigger dream than those in my list. These are all the things I usually do where I wish myself can perform even better than before.

      Sometimes when you think people are gonna change but end up it didn't where this feeling just tear you apart. When you are ready to accept the changes of a person but somehow they back to be the same as before where it disappoint you. And you realize , Hey, I made a right decision .  Yea , we just need this to make us realize that we are making a right choice. I believe in my instinct although some people might said it's ridiculous. Oh well , I know myself pretty well . It just never goes wrong =)